[سواها قلبي]

أحداث صادمة للغاية جعلتني في حزن عميق و أسى شديد شعرت أني متروكة من الله الذي يفترض أنني لا أؤمن به

She says she was raised Christian and left the Christian church when she was 19 years old, beginning a 24-year journey of atheism.

Extremely shocking events left me in deep sorrow and profound grief. I felt abandoned by God, whom I supposedly do not believe in.